I JuSt WaNt My OwN Sh*T :-)

Sooooooo, This after college thing is getting pretty annoying, I'm pretty much pulling my hair out!!

After graduation, I moved back home, to finish up a few things and look into graduate schools while looking for a job. Honestly, it hasn't been THAT bad, but going from living on your own to you mom saying CLEAN YOUR ROOM is a dream killer, certainly... but on the same token it motivates me.

I just started thinking about how my success in life right now is depending on other people... and that's really frustrating. Really, anybody's success is dependent upon that, but I'm a free spirit, I don't like regulations! Everything I'm trying to do right now is dependent upon someone else, check this out:

* I'm applying to grad schools HOPING AND WISHING they'll let me in to get this hot Masters degree!

*I'm planning a vacation to Chicago in July- ONLY IF PEOPLE ACTUALLY GIVE ME MONEY AT MY GRAD PARTY/OPEN HOUSE.

* I've been applying to jobs, and i'll probably get one if-- THE EMPLOYER LIKES MY HANDWRITING, MY MADE UP G.P.A, OR LOOKS BEYOND MY "UNIQUE" NAME. 

*I'll be heading on a mini-vacay tomorrow... IF MY DAD FILLS UP MY GAS TANK-- SINCE I DON'T HAVE A JOB...

*I hope to be moving to NY/LA by this time next year-- DEPENDING ON IF I GET A JOB OR A MASTERS PROGRAM IN EITHER PLACE... 

All this variables.... Goodness... Will drive a chick crazy! And let's not even entertain a THOUGHT about a lovelife... because last time I checked, LOVE wasn't present... and LIFE... it's kinda on LIFE support at this moment, LOL...

Summary and Moral of the story: PLEASE GET YOUR OWN ISH- YOUR OWN DREAMS, YOUR OWN CRIB, YOUR OWN IDEAS, EVEN YOUR OWN HATERS, it'll save you many headaches, LOL... 

*** P.S. I chose this pic because somehow, It motivated me... TO GET MY OWN ISH! :-) LOL...

~* LaLa *~